Showing posts with label phobia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label phobia. Show all posts

10.30.2008

The thing that makes me insane is the morning wait for the "phone call" . The call itself is what makes me insane. I HATE the phone ringing and the fact that it goes off between 6 - 7 am while it's still dark makes it worse. I'm the only one awake, so I feel like I have to catch it quick.It's right here beside me but it still causes me anxiety. I have Q107 playing on the computer so I don't feel completely alone.Yet still somehow my heart starts to race after 6:00am, waiting for that SOUND.

Ah yes another Phobia in the wonderful wacky world of my brain.

Urban Legend