Today I am walking around my house picking things up and putting them down.
Today I am crying
Today I have not slept, I cannot eat
Today is not about my cancer
Today is about the cancer of someone I love
Today is about the fucking cancer that is killing someone I love
Today is making a folder of all the pictures I have of the person I love
so that their unborn child will somehow know a little of them
Today is what do I do with all this?
Today is how do I get to the next moment?
Today is I'll live and you'll die... and neither of us did anything to deserve this... and how do I keep moving forward
Today is breathing in and breathing out